My relationship with housework; I feel really guilty about not doing the housework, even though with chronic illness disability about half the time I actually can’t get to the front door, so I also know nobody is really expecting me to be hoovering, and we have the luxury of having cleaners.
Of course, I’m here when they come because I’m generally housebound.
Every time, I just feel guilty that I’m sitting or lying around and they’re doing all this physical housework labour.
My partner can enjoy having it as a luxury, but for me I just find it stressful and I find it stressful trying to have the house tidy so that they can then clean.
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